So I have written ( and bitched ) about my starting school. Well now that it is only a handful of days away I am really getting nervous. I used to pride myself as a student, and after dropping out of two different colleges over the last two years, I am questioning my ability to do this... seriously.
In high school I was an excellent student, and when I got pregnant during my senior year it really made me hate school. I ditched 50% of the time and I am very surprised I graduated.
I absolutely love learning, and that side of me is terribly excited to start school.
I have wanted to be a nurse since the morning I went in to be induced. I saw how hard the nurses worked to make sure I was comfortable, and I want to do that for people every day. Which is why I want to work in Labor in Delivery.
But what if I cannot do it? Am I really going to be disappointed in myself for the rest of my life.
I hope not.
~nina
3 comments:
I was nervous too! Mostly because I hadn't been in a classroom in ten years and never did the whole preparing for college. I did okay the first semester but this past one I didn't do so well. I questioned my decision and though about changing majors but then I realized its not my dream. I am retaking math over the summer to help with the next math in the fall.
Its okay if you have to take classes again, I learned that. Try not to be too hard on yourself!
((HUGS)) it is nerve wrecking and I know what you mean about getting pregnant in high school. I ended up pregnant my senior year (4 months before graduation) and I literally slept in all my classes and don' know how I graduated. If I wasn't sleeping I was running down
I was and still get nervous every time I start a new term and I've found that I do better when I have a good support team. So if you need to vent or what ever let me know. I know we're not doing the same classes lol but feel free to shout at me :)
Good luck!
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