May 31, 2010

I feel like a horrible mother.

I just have to get this off of my chest.

I know what I did was not on purpose, but it makes me so sad.

Yesterday Zoey was acting up all day... I was a bit annoyed with it. Last night I was going outside, and she tried following me... but I did not want to let her out because she had been going in and out all night and letting all of the flies in with her.

I told her "no" and slid the door shut. From my view I could not see her poor finger in the door.

Yep- you've got it. 

I smashed my poor babies finger in the sliding glass door... I feel so horrible. I know she doesn't remember it today, and she wont in the future but it does not stop me from feeling like the worst mother in the whole wide world.

~Nina

3 comments:

trisha haas said...

its ok nina, there will be a lot more hurts!
trisha

Kelly said...

those moments are the worst. The funny thing is within hours even minutes they are over it but you keep beating yourself for forever over it. Things happen even when we try our best to not let it. Don't beat yourself up so bad over it. This does not make you a horrible mother.

Alison said...

Nah that's not a horrible mother at all! Don't worry about it.

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