Jeeze... I need to breathe...

I feel like there is so much going on right now...

With the start of school, I have been so terribly stressed. I am already behind on the massive amounts of reading because I have not received all of my books yet...and that makes me behind and it is not even my fault. I ordered my books one day shy of a month before the class started. I thought that was enough time.

Also, we are knee deep in getting a condo. Now we are playing the waiting game... and I hope we get this place. 

This really sucks!

So I did some re designing here... and it jacked everything up.

Long story short I had to cancel the old blog, and import all my posts here. I have lost all comments and followers.

Some love would be great!

I also think it might have something to do with IntenseDebate, and while I loved it I wont be using it anymore.

*sigh*

~nina

I hate days like this.

Being home all day with nobody to interact with but my 17 month old is hard. I mean I live with my in-laws, but it is not the same talking to them. They are my "elders" and I want to respect them. I do not feel like I can bullshit with them.

I just need to get into something social. When I start school I feel like there is a small chance I will make a friend to hang out with, or just in the very least exchange a few texts with when I am bored.

I am also extremely anxious... soon I will hopefully get my own place, finally! I have been living with parents (not always my own) my whole life. I feel it is about time for my life to begin as an adult.

For gods sake I am approaching my 1st marriage anniversary on June 13th and my daughter is already a year and a half. Somebody buy me a house already.

From the mouth of my husband...

"I just want to walk around the house in my underwear, and go to the bathroom with the door open and do that whenever I want."

Amen to that Bry!

~nina

My head hurts... and I am tired of it!

Lately I have been getting these god damn headaches at least once a day. And by "at least once a day" I mean this: some days I might wake up with a headache, and it will go away. Then by 3:00 I have another headache... what the hell is up with that?

I have been to a list of doctors ten sheets long just to be prescribed different medicines that do one of two things:

1. Make my headaches worse (if that were even possible) along with nausea and vomiting.
2. Do not do a damn thing.

Why is it I am stuck with this pain? Why cant these doctors figure out what is wrong with me? And why do I feel like they are sticking me with the most common type of migraine medicines because it is the closest thing to "one size fits all" that headache medicine can possibly be?

I know I can make it through, but it really makes chasing after a 17 month old hard.

Damn the doctors who try to fit me in a size 2 medicine bracket when I am a damn 16!

~nina

Hard... hard day.

Today I have been super lethargic... everything is just dragging on and on. I really do not think it helps that Zoey's sleep patterns are all jacked up.

Last night Zo refused to go to bed at her normal time, which is anywhere from 8:30-9PM. She did not fall asleep until 10:30-11 at least. So I figured she would sleep in longer because she did not go to bed as early as she normally does.

(When Zo goes to bed at her normal time, she does not usually wake up until 9:30 the next morning.)

Well I was wrong... she decided to wake up at 7:30 this morning and I am completely exhausted...I tried napping when she napped but that just jacked up my system more. This just makes me laugh because people always told me... "When you are tired and you have a baby... always nap when they nap." Yeah well suck it that does not work for me... it makes me even more tired and I hate that damn advice!

So now it is almost 8:30 and I am exhausted... still.

How the hell am I going to stay awake for LOST tonight? I do not want to go to bed at 9 like an old person.

~nina

The most frustrating... stressful... out of control day EVER

Last night I started working hard on a new web idea... which I cannot disclose to anybody right now. Things got all screwy and now I am in the middle of fixing all of the mistakes I made. Thanks to a great friend (Rhea) for providing me with such great hosting support.

But I have decided  move my original blog back to wordpress... I decided to try squarespace but I honestly feel I am better off on wordpress and the hosting cost for squarespace is completely out of the question. I can have 3 websites online for not even half the price of squarespace... oops did I just let a hint out? My bad.

I am having a really hard time converting back everything squarespace had me change. I will figure it out eventually. You know.. once I hear back from customer service.

*sigh*

This day has been so stressful. I just need things to go back to normal. And I need everything to be working properly. Oh fun!

~Nina

Your customer service ROCKS dude!

Today Bryan and I went to the bank to clear up some issues with our account... and we had to "be helped" by the worst teller I have ever dealt with in my history of bank customer service. 

I knew from the moment we walked in that he was rude... a poor old lady walked up to his window first and you could just tell by the smirk on his face he was annoyed with everybody.

Well deal with it, you ass it is your job. I hated being nice to customers when I worked at Best Buy but you know what? I sucked it up... and customers at Best Buy are way worse than the customers at the bank!

Let me just tell you... I was not happy at all when we had to go to his window.

He was so short (not his height, LOL) and he acted like he did not give a crap about anything we needed! I am not the kind of person that deals with horrendous customer service well. He is lucky I do not like to make scenes in public.

We were told to go into the branch to change Bryans pin, and so that is what we did. And he could not have given us more attitude over a SMALL pin change that took him not even a minute! What the hell is that?

After that I tried asking him why my my new card has not came in yet he decided to talk over me and yell to someone leaving and talk about how he is graduating from college next week...well good, I hope you quit because I do not want to deal with you anymore.

When he was done chatting it up with his little boy toy friend I asked him my question again and he just said "You will need to talk to a personal banker about that". 

Well thanks... there are like 10 people in line already. And I bet you told all of them to go wait there because you do not feel like dealing with anything but deposits... you are probably pocketing money aren't you jerk?

We were so done with him we went outside to the ATM to deposit our money. It is probably safer that way anyways.

I hate rude people.